I refuse to think about you in another way
I refuse to thing about us going different ways
I refuse to feel the pain
I refuse to feel this pain
I refuse to feel this pain
From another hand
I refuse to see my life ain’t different from the death
Those love words have gone now and all you can do is yell
I refuse to live this hell
I don’t wanna live this hell
I refuse to live this hell
With another man
I refuse to feel this pain
I refuse to fill my veins
I refuse to live this hell…
With another man
I won’t be the one to point
To your head
Only God can judge you now
You won’t hear me say
I won’t be the one to point
To your head
Only God can judge you now
You won’t hear me say
That you are a bad man…
I'm starting counting expenses for the fear
It was you who brought the fear
I’m whitening all my words just to be clear
I guess that you couldn’t watch me disappear
It was me who disappeared
You blame it on the rain while drown in tears
It’s not the rain
It’s not the same
It’s not the same
But it’s alright
Starting making excuses for the fear
Don’t you blame me for the fear
We sleep on pillow stones just to be near
Our kisses stink of cigarettes and beer
Had to pay for all your beer
We’re ripping daisy petals just to feel
I’m not the same
You’re not the same
We’re not the same
But it’s alright
But it’s alright
But I’m just fine
I have been wondering
if you and I will work
I have been drinking
wanting my heart to explode
We have been living in salt
We were believing in God
I have been smothering
when you were not around
I have been singing
to every single man
Every pain you are suffering
you do it to yourself
since you lie without blinking
There's more than meets the eye
We have been living in salt
We were believing in God
Being on my own or with you is the same
Til I find someone, I'm running out of air
We have been living in salt
We were believing in God
You're coming again
And I know you, you still feel the same
It's too cold outside and you’d like to get warm here in bed
When you said my lashes got longer every day, I knew you, you had me. You know I can’t help it
Oh, What happened to your brain?
Oh, How can you handle breaks so well and I don't.
Oh
Nananana
You are here. I can see that damn look over me
You tell me again that I, I should look after myself
How is it so easy for you to stay this way?
If I’ve not been a human since the day you left
Oh, What happened to your nerves?
Oh, How can you handle crave so well and then go,
Oh
And just run and run and run again
Run and run and run and run for good
Oh, I've done it all for us
And you just leave without a fight
Oh, my nightmare just began
Gone and gone and gone again
And I’m done and done and done for good
Done with the late night wishes and caring for your best
Done with the songs and the fall into your damn hands
Oh, I lost it all for us
And you just leave without a fight
Or care so then, I’m done for us
I‘ve never been so alone
As when I’m with you
I’ve never seen such a dark soul
As the one you carry on
Carry on
I’ve lost my keys
To let you in
Even though you wait outside
The night will burn
We were black and
We were trying to be white
We were dark and
We pretended to be light
But the shadows
But the shadows are the way
To be with you, babe
To be with you, babe
But your shadows
But your shadows are the way
To be with you, babe
To be with you, babe
To be with you, babe
I’ll be glaring at the door
'Til the time you come across
All my hair will turn grey
But I’ll wait for that day
Will you?
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
My pajama in your bed
So my smell won’t let you sleep
Are you even mine to keep? Or Am I?
The kind of feel you won’t forget?
As you are
But the shadows
But the shadows are the way
To be with you, babe
But your shadows
But your shadows are the way
To be with you, babe
To be with you, babe
To be with you, babe
He would dress me up in white
But I’ll be painted black by night
All my songs seem so dim
Like the place you gather me
Don’t you?
We were black and
We were trying to be white
We were black and...
To be with you babe
To be with you babe
Songday, I'm falling again
I feel I’m drowning in your hands
It's Monday in my guitar
I know I'm missing this part
where you belong
I told you that I wouldn't call
But I cannot
I told you that I wouldn't fall
But I cannot stick to that
Dada...
I guess I'm stuck
in your mouth
in your eyes
since that night I told you a lie
I told that I wouldn't write you a song
Dada...
I guess that this is the one
I guess that this is the one
I guess that this is the one